I just wish I can burn all those shits you said to me. In that way, I won’t have to cope every night remembering it even If I don’t want to —I can’t help it. Because I know once upon a time, I treasured those shits. I believed those shits. I loved those shits.
I just wish I can forget everything just like that.. like a ridiculous song I don’t want to hear anymore or an annoying person I despise or a piece-of-crap film that no one bothered to watch. How could I do that when your words are not written in a paper for me to burn. It’s implanted here in my mind. Dammit.
I know, time will come that I won’t have to try so hard on forgetting it. I know feelings are like people too, that when not feed it dies too. I’d try hard to not feed it even if it hungers for more feelings. I’d forget you too.